8.18.2017

a weekend in Phoenix!


On an early Saturday morning, I woke to a very excited husband with lots of ideas for a road trip we could take that very day! This has happened before, on his birthday to be exact! No planning ahead..just wake up, pack up and drive away. Now, I've always considered myself to be an adventurous person, but until I married G I realized there's a whole other level of adventurousness out there and he is the king of it! lol I was excited to visit somewhere we've never been, but super nervous about the drive there. Since our accident, road trips just seem to scare me, but we over come our fears by facing them right?  So I wasn't going to let that hold us back! As we were getting our things ready we decided on going to Phoenix, Arizona and stopping at the Colorado River on the way! Here's some memories from our weekend away...


About 2 hours into the drive we arrived at the border of California and Arizona, and the beautiful Colorado River flowed in between. 


G was SO excited to see this in person because he's been wanting to swim in it for years. it was 112 degrees (no exaggeration) when we stood in this very spot, and he was ready to jump in, but totally forgot his swimming shorts at home! 


^ "Babe how can I not swim in this right now!?" Then runs to car to put on random shorts...! ^


I was laughing so much seeing how happy he was. It was the cutest moment ever, except for the fact that I couldn't go in since I did not bring anything appropriate for going in the water (last minute trip problems!!)

About an hour later we were getting thirsty, so we stopped at a burger king to refill our water bottles and get a couple shakes. It was so hot that it was hard to breath, hence the face! AZ is no joke in the summer!!

Finally, we arrived!


^ our cute dessert airbnb we booked on the drive ^


...and tired eyes from the extreme heat! but we hit the town running!


THIS PLACE!! I was researching the best restaurants for dinner in PHX when this cute little restaurant came up. Pizza Bianco, one of the best (and some say the best) pizzeria in the country! From Jimmy Falon to Oprah..this place was so hyped up we had to experience it. The restaurant was so cozy and intimate, we loved that! We ordered the "Wiseguy" which had wood-roasted onion, house smoked mozzarella, and fennel sausage. It was delicious!I'd definity eat here again and try more pies next time around. Best in the country...I don't know about all that. lol My frango e catupiri pizza from Newark and deep dish in Chicago are still the best to me ;)


*Update: since a friend asked for more outfit pics, I thought I'd give outfit details for the first time here! wide brim hat: Target (last year) / black tank: Zara / high wait gaucho denim: anthropologie (freaking amazing sale rack find!) / pointy toe loafer: old navy (last year) / clutch: aldo (also worn on my bridal shower 6 years ago!)


Cats everywhere we went. A Phoenix thing I guess?


The next morning was off to a rocky start. As we were leaving our airbnb (in a residential area) this car almost hit us speeding down the road at 9 a.m. We were in shock, and super thankful nothing happened! So we went on our way and drove to what we thought was the AME church G found online, but when we walked up to the church building it looked abandoned. The church had actually relocated due to a fire that took place a few months before. So 30 minutes late, after frustrations flared and I honestly did not want to go anymore, we walk into the church, and it was the most welcoming congregation we've encountered in a long time. The people were so sweet and kind, they made us feel like they genuinely cared for us even though it was our first time meeting them. It was an experience we'll never forget. After the long 2.5 hour service we went to brunch at a local favorite I also discovered on the way, drove around the city one last time, and started on our way home...


There were tons of new modern builds happening all over downtown! We did not expect it to be so artsy, quirky or eclectic but it definitely was all of those things.  Sadly, it was also very segregated. You could tell where the streets of the "poor" people ended and "rich" began, and clearly saw who lived where. This country still has a long way to go, and we pray we can have some role in making it a more inviting, loving place for all.


The changing scenery driving back to San Diego was incredible.


So thankful for this season of our lives. It is hard and beautiful and full of adventure as we trust God in every step we take. And thank you G, for being the best partner in life I could've asked for. 


8.06.2017

lyrical: starlight


STARLIGHT
Bethel Music & Amanda Cook

You're like starlight in the dark
Endless miles can't conceal You
And every glimmer is a spark
Catching fire as You break through

Oh, You're not far away
You're coming close
And oh, even as I wait
You're coming close

You're like summer in the night
The sun goes down but still I feel You
And every shadow's turning bright
Every broken heart is made new

Oh, You're not far away
You're coming close
And oh, even as I wait
You're coming close

And there's no heart unseen
There's no space between
You and I
You and I
You are closer than
The very oxygen
I'm breathing in
Oh, I breath You in
You are God with us
You are here with us
Immanuel!
Immanuel!
You are infinite
Your glory has no end
Jesus!
Jesus!

There's no heart unseen
There's no space between
You and I
You and I
'Cause You are closer than
The very oxygen
I'm breathing in
Oh, I breath You in
You are God with us
You are here with us
Immanuel!
Immanuel!
You are infinite
Your glory has no end
Jesus!
Jesus!

Oh, You're not far away
You're coming close
And oh, even as I wait
You're coming close

'Cause You're like starlight in the dark
Endless miles can't conceal You
And every glimmer is a spark
Catching fire as You break through

image via pixabay

8.04.2017

from brunch to fiddles

About 2 weeks ago, I had brunch with a beautiful friend. Her name is Cassandra, but I call her Cassy. She is one of the most sweet, authentic people I've met in California and I just love spending time with her! However, working opposite schedules makes that really hard to do, so after a few weeks of back and forth trying - we had a date. My favorite part was giving her this hilarious cat mug which made me think of her instantly when I saw it in the store! She gives me so much by her friendship, I wanted to give her a little something in return.


Which makes what happened after our brunch make so much sense. I left feeling encouraged to live authentically. To live in the peace that God gives me, and not in the chaos that others try to add to my life. And quite simply, live the desires of my heart. Maybe this sounds strange to you, but doing things that I want to do can be hard for me sometimes. It's like being in a constant state of guilt for every thought, desire or decision I make. ITS EXHAUSTING and not from God. 

God calls us to live a life of freedom in Him. Does that mean living in sin and thinking, "it's ok, God loves me and will forgive me?" NO. (Galatians 5) But it does mean trusting in your Creator and Provider, and knowing that He is molding you into His image. It means believing that He is good and has not left you to figure out this life on your own - He is with you everyday, all the time, leading and speaking. And you know what, I want to be ready to listen. But I can't listen if I'm constantly in my own head full of unnecessary guilt.

So getting back to our brunch date, I was feeling encouraged to listen to God's leading and to the needs of my heart. As a result, on a totally unplanned visit to Loews on my way home- I bought a fiddle fig! 


This plant is one I've been wanting to get for 2 years. To be honest, my desire is to have plants in every room of our home because I love the life it brings in to a space. But, I kept putting it off because of bills, travel, almost moving twice, guilt over spending money on something I could totally just kill, and the list goes on and on. But this whole time I was neglecting something I truly wanted in our home. A simple tree - one that could grow tall and beautiful. So I bought the tree! But just a few days later it started to not look so good.


The day after getting the fiddle we went to Phoenix for the weekend (totally unplanned and spontaneous) and upon our arrival at home this is what we see: two browned and black leaves! I was bummed but didn't freak out because I read these trees can be tricky. So I moved it away from the widows and across the room where it could still get lots of light but not right next to it.


One week later, she looked happier in this spot! But I felt something was still wrong. So I decided I would let the roots dry out.


...and this was today, cutting off the dead leaves.
Pruning the dead parts for the sake of the whole. Cutting off the damage so it could thrive.

And then it came me...The clearest message from God's heart to mine:

There is healing in the pruning.

Maybe I wouldn't have received such a clear picture of what God was saying if I never bought the fiddle. I don't know, but what I do know is trusting in God's work in me gave me the space to live in peace, and buy something God used to speak to me in the end. 

He is great, He is good and He is near. Just trust Him! I'm preaching to myself too. You can trust Jesus.

Amen.